My Love is Pain ~ ~
TITLE: My Love is Pain - Chapter 1
AUTHOR: Nora ~
GENRE: LongFic.
RATINGS: PG , yet a little in going to become a chapter of the NC-17 * MKE
Disclaimers: No character is mine.
PAIRING: Initially it was a Keymin, but I have adapted as a JongTae ~
NOTE: ok honestly the way I do not like to write, but I've written a long time ago .. I do not remember exactly when .. But it long ago! So FATEVELA FORCE FOR PLEASURE AS IS 'e___e * slap * NO, seriously, I did not want to rewrite it all because there are too many chapters behind OAO ~ ♥
"Well," said then shut the door in the face.
"GOOD" I shouted, hoping that hear my words.
I went into the kitchen to drown in a nice chocolate ice cream, but to my misfortune, I was already doing Kibum.
"I let a bit '?" His face was literally immersed in the tank which made me think, was not a good time even for him.
"ok forget it I'll go out and buy it" I was going to wear a jacket when he felt a hand resting on my shoulder, I turned up but I already knew who he was. I saw the poor boy's face streaked with tears, a mountain of tears.
"Kibum but are you crying" I wrapped him in a hug, I felt his tears soak my shirt and sobs increase every second. But what happened? I had never seen so or at least ...
My thoughts were interrupted by his lament that I had not grasped well.
"Key if you continue to squeeze your face in my chest I will never understand what you are jabbering" broke away and came to rest gently on the couch, "Now you tell me what you have?" min ... "" minho? If you do not understand every word muttered "TAEMIN shouted suddenly making me scared.
"Taemin? What did you do to reduce you taemin so severe in this was "the tears of a sudden everything is stopped and those deep eyes full of sadness and began to fix mine.
"I-I said something wrong?"
"Taemin refused me," was a nice strong shot that took me, I did not know he liked to Key Taemin not told me anything and never would have gone to imagine such a thing
"A taemin like another, another of our group" was the last sentence I heard him say then never saw him again all day. Even during the dinner did not deign to appear, locked up in the room and not even know what he was up and made me very worried.
I went knocking on his door but no one answered on the other side
"Key Jong are open" I tried to turn the handle, hoping it would open, but my attempt failed.
Taemin ... I can not go from strength and courage Jonghyun!
took a sharp breath of air and then go knock on his door.
"Yes?" Answered even after a second
"I Jonghyun can I talk for a moment" "vattente"
I imagined, cold as marble.
"I just tell you one thing and then I disappear"
"I have my problems today, do not soften your well please,"
what had happened to the dear and tender Taemin?
All of a sudden became cranky e. ..
I heard the click of the lock that opened, I was an angry more than ever before Taemin
"Come in, but one thing is fast, today they are not in the mood to talk"
but I went in much fear in him, not I could look into his eyes
"Kibum .." Kibum? I do not want to touch that topic "
"is still your friend" "that it my fault if I do not like?"
"no you're right" I looked down
"you feel it will have told him but I like a Another boy and I'm sorry if he is there really that bad but I do not like "I'm sorry if I disturbed your quiet" was useless to continue talking with him would not have changed his mind for no reason at all.
"is now waiting for you to know one thing Jonghyun" I strangely began to pound my heart when I took her hand. Before now I was not such a thing never happened "Taemin scare me with that look" I was starting to sweat cold, I felt my cheeks and my heart was seething about to burst.
"Jong I am ashamed at the thought I am going to do something that I do not know if you'd like to know ..." is getting nearer and nearer, and I instinctively retreated, but came up against the wall and from there I could not escape I trapped his arm holding me close, I had never imagined that my friend. I always thought it was a softie who is ashamed of everything and yet here he is in as bad a devil. I saw
come forward and her lips bigger and bigger "Tae not strike me as a good thing" but he pretended not to hear me and so I kissed him. Do not know what to do I felt his tongue press against my mouth, I was in total panic, I was hard to tear myself away from him at the time, was worse than a magnet. "Taemin hate you know?" "I do not think" and I choked with another's voice even more intense and passionate kiss. "Kibum will not be happy," I said between a kiss and the other "Hyung not know. Will a secret mine and yours "" Tae I would not rush things but I do not know if I like that I was not ever feel what I'm hearing now "" or? "I just feel a lot of pressure in your pants" slightly lowered her eyes and do not know why Tae was right! And I hated when he was right, I may like Taemin I never liked him and certainly did not start to like this stupid kiss.
I pushed him so that I removed from its socket, I looked for a moment terrified feeling the wall in search of the top of the door but I thought about it long before turning and leave without saying a word. I went down the stairs and I nearly baltai by them at the last step Jinka fortunately had just appeared before my eyes.
If it was not for me at this time you were on the ground "was satisfied with his action, I had to laugh at that time.
"you are thinking of all my fall?"
"already" - "very funny" - "is very" - "I'm going to take a shower that are sweaty," thus leaving the taken of my arm went up the stairs slowly and turned the corner to the bathroom.
watching a film I fell asleep on the couch I woke up only the sound of the refrigerator that opened "Who's there?" I asked, still half asleep "The Ghost" put down anyone who was immersed in the refrigerator "T-Taemin? "My voice suddenly began to shake.
"I got a glass of water only for peaceful non-violent to you," I went to sit down next to him was spontaneous and I wonder what made him fall in love with me.
"Look but .. What do you like me? "
"everything" he said as he poured water into the glass.
"Everything?" - "I like a long, long time indeed" - "And only now you tell me?" - "I do not think like" a dead silence fell in the room "In fact, you do not care" shut the refrigerator with one foot and still with the glass half full went to his room. I shook away all thought it was useless but that kiss had changed something in me. The fact is that, not yet aware of the actions that I was going to do I fell in his room without saying anything and kissed him as he had done the same afternoon.
"Do not say anything that'll kill you, take the opportunity to fly before I bitterly regret" and that was how I spent one night in his room, certainly not to tell stories or play cards, but more or less to do something that I did not expect really.
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